Thoughts roaming in and out.......emotions are like a an ocean's waves that come and go.  Only I can know what  I feel.  To dive into the things that I don't want to think about and overcome.  I have fought the urge not to fall into the dark side.  No matter what I do, however, they still want me!  I am like a fugitive that continues to run from it!  I don't want anything to do with it as I keep looking for that light that will ultimately protect me.  Anything that is not of Christ I do not want anything to do with!  I only want Christ to walk with me and all of His Glory!

I come to you and tell you these things because we all have our own demons that follow us.  Be prayerful as you can in your walk and have FAITH!  Know that the more you look to Christ that all will be good.  It does not mean that you will never have a bad day or any of that, but He will protect you and provide all things for you!  I personally want nothing more that to have a daily conversation and interaction with Christ.  I try to do that and I feel so at peace within myself.  I know that all is taken care before I even ask for it.  Trust in that!