My hands get tired from typing. I am trying to get some other insight from you to see the problem that I face. Maybe you don't get it either. I guess I just need to continue to use this chalk board to find the way out of this problem to help my friend. I see that he is in a cage filled with rage, depression, fear, stress. I hope that I have the key to free his mind from all that pain. Why do the demons have to grab on to the ones that I care for and not let go and want to always fight. Don't they know that I will win? Maybe not today, but I will because I have the Lord our God on my side fighting this battle with me! But until that victory is had, I need to continue to be strong and forthcoming.
What is it that keeps a person in shackles that can't be seen? What is it that triggers him to want to leave his family, if only for a while, to get that next bit of false pleasure? What can be done to intervene in such a way that they never want to do that again? Why can't the answers come quickly to me and be done in an instant? These are the things that I grapple with. If I could save the world, I would. But I don't have that power! But I still say I want to save at least one. Why does the false pleasure feel more gratifying than pure love? Where do I go from here? Looking for answers.
I was once on this path, but through the Light of Jesus and God The Father, they led me away from that. Giving me pure love, more than I can ever accept for all the wrong that I have done in my past. I still remember that day that I jumped over the fence and not just peered over it! But now, I have to look peer over it in the other direction to try to stop friends from being attacked. It is hard to do, but if evil doesn't take a day off, then neither will I!!!!
These are the things that I deal with and want to resolve. Only God can handle this problem. But I will still do what I can to be a tool and try to guide those who need it to God and all His Glory!
Opie
I was once on this path, but through the Light of Jesus and God The Father, they led me away from that. Giving me pure love, more than I can ever accept for all the wrong that I have done in my past. I still remember that day that I jumped over the fence and not just peered over it! But now, I have to look peer over it in the other direction to try to stop friends from being attacked. It is hard to do, but if evil doesn't take a day off, then neither will I!!!!
These are the things that I deal with and want to resolve. Only God can handle this problem. But I will still do what I can to be a tool and try to guide those who need it to God and all His Glory!
Opie